Sean's TMI Thursday

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY:
1. What do you think of Valentine's Day?  Not a fan...it's a manufactured holiday created by business men. I think that is great, and I love that someone had the foresight and business acumen to make it happen...long live the independent businessman and good old American know how...but I don't care to participate.  And besides, February 14 is a day early.
2. Are you romantic? Absolutely...but the best romantic doesn't need a special day to make it all happen.  Best to surprise your lover, or wannabe lover, when the mood strikes you...no need to wait for February.


 3. Candy or Flowers? After reading number 2, I'm not sure how to answer, but I guess when I want to impress, let my lover know how much I care, it would be neither.  But, I am big on small tokens that trigger a memory of a special time. 
4. What is Valentine's Day like when you're single?  Being 'single' always sucks and Valentines Day doesn't make it any better.  Everyone needs someone to love and be loved by.

5. What do you plan on doing this Valentine's Day? I'll tell you that morning--haven't figured it out yet.
6. Your relationship is ending, do you break up before or after?  The whole relationship thing is another problem....I don't like ending any of them, but I do recognize that they are constantly changing.  I want to be friends with everyone I ever met [except for that crazy axe murderer-LOL].
7. What was your WORST Valentine's Day?  N/A
8. What was your BEST Valentine's Day?  N/A

BONUS
Do you expect to have sex because it's Valentine's Day?  No.  I expect to have sex because it is one of those days ending in DAY.  

A Moral Dilemma

I consider myself a person with morals.  To many, that will seem strange...after all, I fuck guys who want fucked, and is it turns out, some are married; I spank guys who really like it, and I'm pretty sure most of them have a significant other who has no idea; and I am not honest with my family and most friends about my sexuality.  For the record, I also look at a lot of porn, and I use the internet to help me win at Words with Friends.  To many, for me to claim to be a moral person is so very wrong.

Sorry, folks, but most of that is out of my control.  I can't change my sexuality, didn't have a say in what it was going to be.  I don't feel at all guilty [any more] about any sexual encounters with a guy...at least not because he's a guy.

I have to deal with the rest.  Having been the victim myself...loving someone who didn't treat a promise with the same commitment as me...I am very sensitive to fucking around with guys in a relationship.  I think I justify it because their wives are evil people, at least that's what they usually say.  But, the reality for me is that is only works for a while...then I get all righteous on them, and don't want to play because of it.  SEE!!!  I do have a conscience.  It just takes a break at the right [wrong?] time.

"The last thing I want to do is hurt you ....

...but it IS on the list."

Rob had an unusual request:  "I need to be spanked."
I personally know a lot of people that need to be spanked, but not for sexual gratification.
My virgin experience had never run across this before.  I know, all you guys know about all of this shit, but I am a novice...even at my age.  Doesn't mean I'm INNOCENT, just STUPID. 

The ensuing emails proved he was very serious.
"Can I fuck you?", I asked.
"Yes, if you want.  But only if you spank me first.
With a belt,"  he said.

OK...I'm game.  Let's try this out.  Never been there, never had an urge to do that for sexual reasons, never really thought it would help get me hard, but, OK...let's try it. 

So, those 'first meeting jitters' start.  But, he showed up as expected....decent looking...coulda been my next door neighbor...almost looks TOO normal...everyday...clean cut. 

"Hey, Rob....come on in.  Now tell me why you didn't get that lawn cleaned up!!"
After the typical lame excuses that a teenager might give, I quickly moved to the punishment.  I can be a hard ass when I want/try.
First just a hand spanking through his pants, but that proved to be hard on the hand.  I had him pull down his pants, leave the boxers, and lay down over my knee.  He protested but obliged.  Still, hand spanking was not getting it done.
"Take off your belt!"
"My belt?", he protested.  "But, what are you gonna do?  Don't hurt me.  I didn't mean it.  I promise I won't do it again.  Please, please, don't, "  he pleaded.
It sounded so sincere, I almost thought I had the wrong guy or something.  Did he really want me to do this or is this some sick joke?  The growing wet spot in his pants resolved my doubts!!!!

And, surprising to me, the growing wet spot in MY pants was as telling.


More to come.

Number 15

You know how you feel when you have found new friends. 




 It leaves you with a feeling of euphoria for a while, to know that there are others who have walked in your shoes, and know how to make you feel good.  
















I'll tell you more about it later.

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NPH SAYS: CALL THE BOY SCOUTS...TODAY!

You can also send a personal email to the Boy Scouts: NationalSupportCenter@Scouting.org. Sample message (keep it short): 

"Dear Boy Scouts of America, I think everyone should have the chance to take part in Scouting. I support an end to the ban on gay scouts and scout leaders. Sincerely..."

THAT'S 1-972-580-2330

Let's Get Serious

It's been a rough few days.  Oh, hell...it's been a rough few years.  Sometimes I just want to get off the roller coaster we call life, but then I experience a euphoric event and realize that this is what it's all about, and I don't want to leave.  Sometimes it's not euphoria, but a different kind of awakening. 

A high school classmate died yesterday.  He had been ill, but seemed to be finally recovering, getting better...when it all went down.  We weren't best friends or anything, but we had that bond that you get when you grow up with someone, experience life from a similar perspective.  Thank you, FACEBOOK, for making it possible for me to know these things.  Curse you FACEBOOK, for making me face life...sometimes too quickly, in too much detail, and when I am not ready to do it. 

Yet, an event like this almost seems healthy as it helps to readjust the view, put things in a different perspective, possibly make us better understand what is really important and what is not. 


I'm looking forward to my next euphoric event.  I think.

TMI Thursday

IN THE MOOD:
1. What puts you in a silly mood?
2. What puts you in a creative mood?
3. What puts you in a competitive mood?
4. What puts you in a contemplative mood?
5. If you tend to be a quiet person what puts you in a talkative mood? If you tend to be a talkative person, what puts you in a quiet mood?

BONUS
What puts you in 'the' mood?